I can't stop thinking about what literally everyone else thinks about me.
It drives me to the walls.
Idk what to do about it?
It has no practical effect in my life, so...? Am I afraid they talk shit...? But I can overcome that with some courage, right?? I just. Asdkgfh. No good reason to be thinking about it, but here I am, worrying my ass off over it. I am extra self-aware of all my character flaws as well and feel like secretly everyone is pointing at my flaws and no one sees anything else nor me as a whole person.
What are those flaws then? Well, how I talk too much and how fucking dumb I make myself look by not thinking twice what bullshit am I gonna spew this time. For one thing. I probably annoy some peeps and make them want to move to Pluto. And I feel guilt about it.